Just Take My Heart...

kelelahan tak ada hentinya... seminggu tanpa istirahat... setidaknya hari ini mood gw ga begitu baik... almost reach the worst mood ever!

hmm... untuk menyejukkan, gw muter Just Take My Heart-nya Mr.Big, tapi malah yang ada gw makin bete... damned it... fvck lah...

i wish he'll take my heart with him... and gone forever... die.

It's late at night and neither one of us is sleeping
I can't imagine living my life after you're gone
Wondering why so many questions have no answers
I keep on searching for the reason why we went wrong

Where is our yesterday
You and I could use it right now
But if this is goodbye

Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you, but you're too hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go

Here we are about to take the final step now
I just can't fool myself, I know there's no TURNING back
Face to face it's been endless conversation
But when the love is gone you're left with nothing but talk

I'd give my everything
If only I could turn you around
But if this is goodbye

Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you but you're too hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go

: malaikat di ketinggian ...
//Just Take My Heart,,, i'm damned...

(un)happy bloody fvckin valentine

hari ini tanggal 14 feb....
terima kasih bagi yang sudah mengucapkan selamat hari kasih sayang...

sayangnya.... hari ini tidak cukup spesial...
tidak ada menu memeluk anak2 hari ini.
sudah ah...

bete!

BEAST OF BURDEN

(M. Jagger/K. Richards)

I'll never be your beast of burden
My back is broad but it's a hurting
All I want is for you to make love to me
I'll never be your beast of burden
I've walked for miles my feet are hurting
All I want is for you to make love to me

Am I hard enough
Am I rough enough
Am I rich enough
I'm not too blind to see

I'll never be your beast of burden
So let's go home and draw the curtains
Music on the radio
Come on baby make sweet love to me

Am I hard enough
Am I rough enough
Am I rich enough
I'm not too blind to see

Oh little sister
Pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, girl
You're a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty girl
Pretty, pretty
Such a pretty, pretty, pretty girl
Come on baby please, please, please

I'll tell ya
You can put me out
On the street
Put me out
With no shoes on my feet
But, put me out, put me out
Put me out of misery

Yeah, all your sickness
I can suck it up
Throw it all at me
I can shrug it off
There's one thing baby
That I don't understand
You keep on telling me
I ain't your kind of man

Ain't I rough enough, ooh baby
Ain't I tough enough
Ain't I rich enough, in love enough
Ooh! Ooh! Please

I'll never be your beast of burden
I'll never be your beast of burden
Never, never, never, never, never, never, never be


I don't need no beast of burden
I need no fussing
I need no nursing
Never, never, never, never, never, never, never be

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vLa :

"some thoughts are mapped to our life...
and killing time by browsing the views through the window of doubts...
some are alive, and some are drown to block of the dead."

...

luluh lantak diterjang angin,
tertimpa hujan sebesar batu bata...

munafik jika terlalu diam,
terpaku tak terucapkan,
terkapar lalu mati...

ombang-ambing sana kemari,
tak tenang tak dalam,
marah... lalu berteriak...

BANGSAT!!!

hanya bisa diam...
tak ada visual...
tak ada suara...

ANJING!!!

binatang yang kehewan-hewanan,
manusia yang keinsan-insanan,
kusangka peduli,
ternyata tidak...

JAHANAM!!!

[ ... hampa ... ]

jalangnya aku...

bersanggama diantara kasur dan air...
berseloroh diantara desah nafas memburu...
bertukar tempat di sempitnya persimpangan...

jalangnya aku, menangis diantara selangkangannya
jalangnya aku, bergulat dan tertawa diantara mani yang tertumpah
jalangnya aku, berteriak "Tuhan tolong aku!" di sela klimaksku
jalangnya aku, mencintai keberadaan libido yang naik di antara manusia ketiga

berpagut di sepinya kertas dan layar...
berpelukan di bawah gerimis dan hujan...
berlutut dan berdoa agar semua kembali...

jalangnya aku... mencoba menguasai malam dan nafsu.

//bdg... yang merindu...

Dance with me...!!!

: a capital "a"

Dance with me thru the lights,
Leave the boring sound of blue,
And laugh with me,
While our soul's clings to the stars...

Embracing the endowment of anger,
Slowly bend over the sun towards darkness,
Exterminate love to sympathy,
Sung the dawn of empty hopes...

Dance with me!

Spoil the mysterious mystical myth of heart,
Alter the path of life,
Amend the clover way to joy...

Dance with me till the light come to an end,
An end of nowhere,
An end of the qualm symphony...

//bdg, hadiah malam...